I have tried for many years to forgive and forget. To let bygones be and such, but just not the case. I have watched my parents act like fools and juveniles and I think it is safe to say, that I will just hate my parents, for the rest of my life. They really let me down and did nothing but set me up for failure. So I will not begetting married or have kids. My parents did that and it did not work for them. I cannot wait till im 60 and have a 21 year old girlfriend who just wants my money. Enjoy children suckers.

If I did not find every day had a beautiful new face for me to look at and an aggravating pain in the ass to deal with. On a side note, I reunited with a friend I have not seen in 6 years and that was nice, except he married the wrong girl. Poor guy. Other than that life is okay right now, I need a job and want a hotter girlfriend but I’m starting pro-wrestling school tonight and I am excited about that. Only 9 1/2 months until Im 30 so thats exciting. Any whey reader thanks for listening and I hope to see you at Wrestlemania 28! Here’s a good song to jam too.

Gary Oldman makes any movie 10 x better. Proof positive, The Professional, The Fifth Element and most recently Little Red Riding Hood. Starring the chick from Jennifer’s body and Chloe. Until Oldman showed up it was a silly suckfest. After he was there. Amazing. This is a cool song with a nice original video by some happy space head. Enjoy.

Back then, all to you that knew me as someone else. Just know, that my mind was not right then.I owe you nothing though, no apologies. Nor am I pleading for you forgiveness. In all earnestness, if you gave up on me back then, then FUCK YOU! =)

Going with that theme I have made Netflix my bitch and have no idea what to do about my current girlfriend. She is such a great friend and a good and caring women. But I have physical and emotional desires going away from her. And its not my fault. They are natural feelings. I look at her and love her, but I want something else. Now I must handle this all in the next month before I move to Florida for pro wrestling school. I have always been unfaithful to girls and I guess I just have not met the one yet. I don’t see how I cold stay faithful to her being on the road like that. And she talks about marriage, I am no where near that yet, please.

I really just want to spend the rest of my life writing my books, wrestling around the country and world and living it up. A woman and child could fit in, but she would have to be pretty amazing to hang with me.

Must brainstorm….

I acting as your stenographer, bring you now to the setting of our meeting. Where a sun drenched fairground of play and work love each other with the passion of thunder and lightning. Enter our hero, a villain half  the world over. And our hero’s villain, a hero half the world over. Next to each other they have come. Upon sitting down they look into each others eye’s then join in laughter.  Call one Leo, he who opens with speech of a silver tongue. And call the other Duran, whose words catch the wings of doves.

L: Does thou sit upon this stone to enlighten my heart, or does though pray for a grand weight to collide with my spirits?

D: I come for no such wishas is your latter inquiry. I instead deliver a wish from my own heart.

L: A wish of good fortune you say is what you bring me, yet time and time again we have battled for the soul of one who goes it alone. Requesting nothing of us, but fair weather and safe passage. So I ask thee, what is it in your wish that bode for me well?

D: Nothing but time from a precious source of wellspring such as yourself. A wise man, worldly and just. I come with no quarrel in my step. Walk to the sand with me, to the edge of the ocean, so we may cool our hot feet. My sun beats down on us ever so mercilessly.

L: Step to the water with you I shall, and might you then tell me true the nature of your visit to this middle ground. This place where I visit a many happy child of ours.

D: Behold there is a silence in this place. For all listen to our speech, though there eyes may be turned so sharply to the opposite direction. Yet there ear’s are tuned into our word’s as if they’re very life may depend upon what speech we deliver.

L: Does it not though, has it not eternally been our sight which determines there’s. For the ears do not placate trick’s done upon it like the eye. For the eye is easily fooled when it absences cunning. A cunning and hopeful wish it is matters not, for the ear can only receive sound. So I ask, my eyes know your tricks, but my ears, better they are to receive you.

D: There is no tricks that I bring you. Shall I show you the depths of the sea, shall I show you the heights of the mountains, would these be deception?

L: Your tricks are no fancier than mine. Shall I show you the pit of darkness, or the clear sky of forgiveness, will though believe these images, lest they be only inside the heart or the soul?

D: I know-est though, for what you show me can not be mistaken for anything less than what I have made myself. Under which exists all things. I know the love you make for I made the Earth from which it has filled.

L: So you say, but many a soul have cursed your gifts. Deeming them fit only for your use and no one else. have I not built great city’s and fruitful empires by that which you have thrown away? And have I not created love where you have removed my heart?

D: Yes you have done these things but from the bottom of my heart I say they were not meant to be done, and yes you have made good buisness, but profit alone does not make love.

L: Oh but surely you jest. As the richest among all, who value, his wealth and sees thee only as a consort and never a companion. I have seen the happiness you have denied so many and it has brought them to my doorstep. And if true they have come, then open my door I will. And clothe them, and feed them and adorn there heart and spirit with riches of desire. So, how do I stand to you? As one who gives strength to the weak, and hope to the hopeless.

D: You stand as my equal, you have never been below my sight. And these that you feed, have they not also eaten from my cupboard as well. One of yours, who defaces my walls with art, did I not also create the canvass for with which they work on?

L: So you speak in context, and yes you may have created these thing’s in a breath, but purpose for art it was given not. Do you fear thee? For while though has answered my question with a question, and I in good faith have answered it. Why now then don’t you bring me a qualified reason for which you enter into debate with me? Have I not given thee enough love on this day?

D: Your tongue and whit is as sharp as ever, any who say otherwise are mistaken. I came not seeking love, but if you would want to give I would not be above taking some. What brought me from my seat was a lust, a lust and a yearning to see what wide ocean you call the pain of all. The hollow cannot be filled on this day. Something is amiss in the garden of good and evil. Many a child of mine is lost and they know not what has brought them there.

L: Truer words you have not spoken though I have a query for you as well. So many a man and women has come to my door, crying pout , NO! Bellowing from the very deepest fiber of there being for revenge. Wronged they feel they have been by the all father. What say you to this? For how am I to fill the pain and replace the loss? The line outside my gates grows with every passing moment?

D: I see these, but I have also been unfortunately burdened by the weary and saddened who feel they have been done in by your hand my friend. So as one comes to you one comes to me. Do you press upon me a need to explain this, or do you see what I see?

L: I see this I see it as clear as day.

Our converse’s take leave of each other now. Throwing up hands of exasperation.   The futility of trying to reach one another proving frustrating at best. One may hope from there talk’s that things may change, but a wiser one among us knows the trouble lies in that. They simply do not agree.

I have long been interested and ponderous of the ancient civilizations of the Earth. From Sumeria to Kush to Egypt. One of the most enduring wonders of the ancients is the pyramid. Pyramids exist on several continents and served different functions for each culture that built them. The pervading continuity between them being the fact that no matter which society built them they all focused on an atonement. A closer relationship with God or the Gods. The great pyramids of Giza though might have been used for an alternate purpose. Were they markers for when the floods receded? The white alabaster tops reflecting the rays of the sun to mark where to drop anchors. Or possibly Ankors? The symbol for eternal life also could double as quite a useful anchor. Old gods of Sumeria, the worlds oldest known civilization which is now known as Iraq featured many gods in half human half fish form. Why would this be? Maybe this planet or a big part of it at one time was a water world. After an ice age that much water being introduced back into the Eco system could create such an effect until time had completed its work. Stonehenge looks as if parts of its structure was blasted away by something. Water rushing by could do this. If man has been around for longer than we originally surmised then they could have had knowledge of the flood and were prepared for another one. The pyramids chambers were air tight and could store knowledge and seeds for resettling. Being built under the guise of Tombs or water generating fertile land machines could keep there purpose under wraps and prevent a societal shutdown. The power plant theory is very understandable too but the power made would only benefit extra terrestrial life who could have harnessed the power. And that’s a whole other theory. The pyramids long shafts would have been excellent ways of passing pressure through the pyramid to relieve stress on the constructs. The wide based design plus the narrow top would have made it easy for massive amounts of water to pass by with all there force without damaging the pyramids. Many things could have been done with the pyramids and I myself am a believer that they were not just tombs for the dead but until time travel is finished we will not know for sure. Below is a link leading to many fascinating videos and discussions on the pyramids and there potential use. Thanks and keep thinking!

Check out the link below for other possible theory’s.

I have been witness to OJ and Casey getting off. Its a sign that the system needs to change. Keep TV out of the courtroom. Moving on I was also disappointedin Star Wars 3 revenge of the sith. Bridesmaids was super funny though.

Timothy Letters 1 and 2

James Chapter 3

Not a direct quote but worth honorable mention

Jules – Pulp Fiction – ‘The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the iniquities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he who, in the name of charity and good will, shepherds the weak through the valley of darkness, for he is truly his brother’s keeper and the finder of lost children. And I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger those who attempt to poison and destroy my brothers. And you will know my name is the Lord when I lay my vengeance upon you.’

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